| went to a co-worker's wedding... and we performed a stupid, stupid dance at the wedding reception. im glad i had plenty to drink before i went on stage!!! the food was amazing, and it was a fun night. (mostly thanks to the champagne) masaru is SMART! today he won top prize at a math conference, despite of going against grad school students! god, i love my smart, dorky boyfriend.  |
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| why cant i stand masaru living here even when he has done absolutely nothing wrong!?? it's great to finally get to see him, and it's fun and all... but... why is it driving me insane at the same time?!! well, he leaves on thursday, and ET says i should just suck it up. and so i will... |
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| the room temperature was 5.2C when i got up this morning... and there was NO HOT WATER.  |
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| im baaacccccccccckkkkkkk!!! i dunno if anyone comes here anymore. but im free once again, and ready to write crap on my site so i can come back and read it again when i get old and start to forget things! so its february and the winter blues are hitting people hard. me on the other hand, is very very happy. why? i dunno why exactly. possibly cuz i've had some realizations i the past 2 months. or maybe im just not stressed out about anything at this moment. i still dont have any clues as to what im gonna do when i leave japan, but for sure i will leave! i've lost almost all passion in pursue of a career and of a successful life that i once dreamed about. and by successful, i dont mean become famous or loaded. i just want to be satisfied with what im doing. valentines day came and gone. nothing special. i sent masaru card, present and chocolate cuz hes been working so hard and stressing out about thesis and many other things. its sad that we havent been able to be together for any sorta celebrations... ever. but im looking forward to seeing him in march. he's coming home for a while and we're booked to go to a hot spring inn for a day. thats probably gonna be the ultimate japanese style experience for me. its gonna be so much fun! we havent gone on a trip together, or a decent day out for months! we've welcomed ET into our gossip circle today. lets all hang out in van again and bitch! hehe. miss u all so much! |
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| turned out that im a big liar who never updates her xanga. leaving in about 7 hours. i realized that i like vancouver a lot less than i thought i did.  |
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